It’s crazy the feeling I have had in my spirit over the past year or so.
It’s very hard to explain, but it’s disturbing, troubling and frightening.

The more I think about it the more uneasy I become and I really don’t know what to think anymore… Is this a caution in my spirit or an attack from the enemy? because the scriptures tell us that ‘The Lord has not given us a spirit of fear”, but with every new earthquake, tsunami warning and conspiracy theory I find myself getting beaten down and scared about where we are right now, in accordance with scriptural prophecy and end times alignment.

My heart goes out to every person who has lost their loved ones, their homes, their everything in places like Samoa, Haiti and Chile over the recent months.

I know that these happenings have left many people wondering “where is God?” or “why would He do this?” and as stupid as it sounds to the non believer, we have to love Him, trust Him and realise that everything that happens is meant to be.

All I know is that serious stuff is happening right now and that we are in the middle of a huge spiritual storm.

Right now more than ever it’s important to draw near to God, be accountable, repentant and armed with His word, spending intimate time with Him daily as hard as it is when from the moment that we wake up we are thrust into a world of apathy and distraction, especially in middle-class New Zealand.

All I know is that I can never turn my back on the Lord and I know what I know, I guess I’m just scared, but I need to have faith and trust in Him and not in the ‘security’ of anything else in my life… ya dig?